June 2009

  • OMG – Are You Kidding?

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    I am beyond frustrated and upset right now.  Over the last two years I have been in contact with my acting college, the American Academy of Dramatic Arts about receiving my AA degree.  In order to get your AA degree at AADA, you have to take three outside classes, which several people had done before attending AADA and some have taken since.  You have up to 4 years, I believe to take these three class which are – Psychology, English and Science in order to obtain your degree, otherwise you can pretty much kiss it goodbye with the American Academy. 

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  • Lunch at Bossa Nova

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    It is Monday and I am busy, like any other work week day, but today I have a lunch date with a friend to talk about girl issues.  My friend, Alex, had been talking to me about his ex-girlfriend who he had broken up with in May to focus on his career (been there, done that), but has since realized that he cannot focus without her and cannot truly be happy, even with wealth, if she is not in his life.  He told me that since they had broken up in May, they have still talked or text on a regular basis, still telling each other how much they care about one another.  So, we decide to meet up for lunch and discuss this in person, so he can get a girls point of view, instead of a million of the same guy points of

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  • In The End, It All Works Out

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    What happened this weekend?  J and I seemed to fight all weekend, and every time we were supposed to head to the beach, it never happened.  Instead we ran errands for him ALL weekend (which is totally fine because I know he does not have time during the week, I just wish I would have realized that before I got too excited about finally going to the beach).  I happened to be in an amazing mood all weekend as well.  I started it off by going to DH’s show – fantastic.  I then was supposed to pick up J from the train, but it was delayed by two hours… I still was in a great mood.  I went to pick up J from the train station when he was supposed to arrive,

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  • Never Take A Day for Granted

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    Apparently my boyfriend has not adopted this mentality yet, he has been super stressed out about finding a new vehicle (since HE/river totaled his back in Chicago) and BUD/S is in its first few weeks, so his body is going through hell and he is learning a ton of new stuff, while trying to go through complete and udder chaos (which, like I have said before, he has a hard time doing two things at once). 

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  • Tour Guide

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    On Friday morning, Bobby woke us all (me and Yuka) up at 8am, although we did not get to bed till around 3am and I did not fall asleep till around 4:30am (my couch is not as comfortable to sleep on as I thought, so I crashed on the floor, of course while being a good host and letting Bobby and Yuka take my bed).  We all showered and got ready for the day.  I was planning on taking them to the Grove (my favorite place in LA) and if we had time, show them the Hollywood sign, Hollywood and Highland and Melrose.

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  • Bobby and Yuka

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    J’s best friend Bobby and his wife Yuka came into town Thursday.  They arrived a few hours after my audition, and came to my apartment since J is in San Diego.  I have adopted them as my really good friends too, even though I have really only seen them a handful of times; they are just the sweetest people ever. 

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  • Horror Film with a Twist

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    I went on my second official audition yesterday since being back in Los Angeles (I had one when I first moved back, the Casting Director called me for it, I then had several others that I could not make because I was in Chicago for a week, and then a few this week).

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  • Life, There is Nothing Like It!

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    Farrah FawcettFarrah FawcettWhere to start… Farrah Fawcett died this morning from her long three year battle with anal cancer.  Apparently last month the cancer had spread to her liver, and she had stopped her treatment.  When people do that, they know they do not have much longer to live.  This is incredibly sad to me, not just because I thought she was a beautiful and talented person, but also because one of my good friends has colon cancer and it has also spread to his liver.  His colon was removed about six months back and he has been fighting, stage 4 (terminal stage) for almost a year now.  The chemo has been working in the sen

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  • Busy, Busy Day

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    Goooooood Morning!   My goal was to wake up at 7am (haha), why do I do that to myself?  It is so crazy, I used to be a morning person in Washington, getting up between 5-6am on a daily basis and go to bed by 10-11pm each night.  Here I get up between 8-10am, but I do not go to bed until around 2am.  I think it is because my bed is super comfy making me not want to say goodbye, but then again, so was my bed back home.  Must be the job!  Back in Seattle I was a nanny and had to be at work by 7:30-8am, here, I make my own hours.


    Mmmmmm, coffee.

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  • I’m Turning Into my Aunt, ugg!

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    OMG!  Please tell me I am not going crazy!  Since I moved back to LA I got my own studio apartment, living on my very own for the first time (usually I have a roommate at the very least).  Since I am living on my own, and working from home, I do not get out of my apartment as much as others do, because honestly, there really is no reason to, unless I am meeting up with friends, going on a run, or going shopping.  What’s nice about working from home is that I am not putting miles on my car.  Living in Washington and driving up North to see J, or driving down to Portland for filming, I put around 26,000 miles on my new Jetta in less than a year (it will be a year

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  • Pretending to be a Movie Star

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    Fav placeFav placeI love trips to the Grove, my favorite shopping center in Los Angeles.  I went today to specifically go to the Farmer’s Market to pick up fresh fruit (which is actually cheaper buying it there than at the grocery store).  I am so used to living in Hollywood and West Hollywood that when I come from outside the city, I am never sure which is the best exit to take.  Normally I take Cahuenga off of the 101 (which is the Hollywood/Highland exit), but today for some reason I thought it would be faster to take Hollywood off of the 101, WRONG.  I sat in traffic lights and more congestion and I took a longer route than if I would hav

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  • Death to Kitty

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    KittyKittyMy dream book does not arrive until Wednesday, yet I keep having weird dreams that I want badly to know the meanings of.  I had many dreams last night, but the only one I remember is the one about the kitten. I think I dreamt about this kitten because of Saturday night’s trip to Santa Barbara with the kitten in the music store and because my friend Christina’s kitty just had babies.

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  • Dance Like Nobody’s Watching

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    DanceDanceI woke up this morning, totally exhausted!  My alarm went off at 8am, I am not sure why I set it for that time, except to maybe work a little before my first dance class since AADA.  I hit the snooze button until 9:20, and then woke up in a hurry thinking I had to meet my friend DH to leave for dance, but we were not meeting till 10:30, so I was good.  I got out of bed anyways and started to get dressed and eat some breakfast.  I made a phone call to my dad to wish him a Happy Father’s Day (wish I was going with him to the Mariner’s game today), one to McKinley and then one to my grandpa (although he was out fishing), so I talked to my

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  • A Night in Santa Barbara with the Guys

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    Friday night my friend Alex (one of many friends named Alex) asked me if I would like to go with him and Mr. A (as he wants his license plate to read once he is a millionaire agent, but with more A’s) to the Tripdavon album release party in Santa Barbara.  Mr. A manages Tripdavon, you may also know Mr. A (from previous blogs) as ICM.  I agreed, not already having plans and wanting to get out and have some fun, plus I love to check out new bands and Santa Barbara is absolutely beautiful, so who could pass that up? 

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  • Red Faced

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    Why is it whenever I go on a run outside, my face gets bright red after 20 minutes of running?  I am breathing, I am hydrated (at least I think I am), I am not over dressed by any means… yes, maybe it is too hot outside, but I would even get red faced in the winter time when it was freezing.  This also only happens running out doors, it hardly ever happens inside, why?  I am sweating like crazy, you can see the glistening all over my face and back, so at least the cars that are passing me by do not think I am a total tard.  Actually, more than half of them even honk – odd.  Maybe it is because they see my back side first?!  <

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  • Another Day, Another Dream

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    I need to buy a dream book!  I had a few odd dreams from last night that I can remember, although I know I had way more than the two. 

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  • ROADTRIP (June 11-17), Part 6

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    We, thanks to the blackout windows at B-Rad’s house, wake up late, 10am. After we shower and drink some much needed coffee and B-Rad’s mom’s yummy chocolate chip cookies, we decide to head to the Casino where B-Rad’s sister works and manages.  She gets us into the buffet for free and everyone treats B-Rad, J and I like we are royalty just because his sister is the manager.

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  • ROADTRIP (June 11-17), Part 5

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    Vegas is better!Vegas is better!Reno is calling our names!  We exit off the freeway and I call up my grandparents who go to Reno almost once a year (they hate Vegas).  They maneuver us through the city (did I mention that we do not have GPS, minus our phones, on this road trip?  It is all Atlas, baby.  I have not used an Atlas since mine and Sean’s road trip from New Hampshire to Los Angeles – that was fun, BUT what do people do these days without GPS?  I rely on my GPS so much now it is crazy).  We finally find a parking spot that we do not have to pay for a block from

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  • ROADTRIP (June 11-17), Part 4

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    As we are passing through the rest of Utah, J and I decide we should stop for some coffee and food, J is already hungry (that is what happens when you are a workout machine).  We stop at one of those gas stations that also have fast food attached; I think it was called T&A (which always makes me giggle).  As J went to go grab the “angry whopper” from Burger King, I grabbed some coffee and snacks.  As I went to put my sugar and creamer in my coffee a weird, missing a tooth older man kept checking me out (maybe I should have re-thought my wardrobe of daisy duke workout shorts and tank, but since we were driving all day, I chose to be comfortable).  He asked me if I swim.

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  • ROADTRIP (June 11-17), Part 3

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    We drove through the rest of Nebraska, all through Wyoming (which has awesome Flintstone type rocks), when we passed through Cheyenne it reminded me of TWBFL (The World Bikini Football League www.twbfl.com), my friend Ashley is the Captain of the Cheyenne Tetons. 

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  • ROADTRIP (June 11-17), Part 2

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    It is getting late and we are almost out of Iowa, thankfully – neither J nor myself liked this state very much, nor the people in it.  We cross the border to Nebraska and already I feel better (I think it is because a few years back me and Norway were on Venice beach sunbathing and this sweet girl came up to us, Kelly.  She was beautiful, super sweet, naive and from Nebraska.  We remained friends until we all left LA.  I heard from Kelly once afterwards, she had become a stewardess and was going to marry this 40 year old man in Vegas and wanted me to come to her wedding, but I was back in Washington, so I missed it).  I believe it was Lincoln, NB where we stopped to cras

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  • ROADTRIP! (June 11-17)

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    After J had picked me up from the airport we went out to dinner at this restaurant claiming to have “Chicago’s best thin crust pizza”, so we tried it.  J loved it, me not so much, although I have always been a fan of deep dish pizza.  We then went back to the hotel that J had gotten for us; he still had to check out in the morning, so we could not start our road trip yet.  I gave him a good deep massage, because he tore a muscle in his butt while PT’ing in pre-BUD/S, not good, especially since hell week is a month and a half away and there is no way for him to relax before then.

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  • June 11 – Headed to Chicago

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    I woke up this morning tired, but happy.  J text me, he can’t cross any non-US boarders while in BUD/S… that means no big family Thanksgiving in San Filipe, Mexico – I am super bummed.  Then I start to think about the reality series audition that I possibly did not get a call back on due to this road trip, as well as the two auditions that I am missing while on this Chicago to LA road trip and I start to get really frustrated.  My career is slightly more flexible than J’s and so due to that, I feel like I am always compromising because my career can and his cannot.

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  • Mostly Nightmares...

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    The last few nights and I’m not exactly sure why… maybe it is because I am finally living alone; which I never have before, or the remembrance of me having to carry mace on the running trail (meaning I cannot quite feel safe here), or late at night when I have to park my car a half mile away, or that my bed is right next to the window and even though I am in a secured building, there are no bars on my window like every other apartment I have lived in here(besides my first apt, but still), I have had nightmares.  I cannot quite remember the last time I had nightmares… I want to say maybe it was a year ago, maybe not even that long, maybe 6 months ago.  I remember waking up and texting J what I had just dreamt about, now I cannot even remember, but last nights nightmares&helli

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  • It Has Been Too Long My Norway Friend

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    Today was an exciting day!  Not because I got up at 7am this morning to start work, which then did not really start until 8am (due to coffee, breakfast, e-mail, etc).  Nor was it because I ran 2.5 miles down the jogging trail by my apartment, which by the way, I took my mace today - nope nothing exciting happened on my run, except for a few people smiling at me this time, which was nice, but not exciting.  Nor was it too crazy exciting when I came home and did my abs workout, then my arms workout or when my boyfriend called to tell me that he got three tickets from the cop who witnessed his jeep stuck in the river…

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  • My First Casting Call Back in LA

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    I’ve only been back in Los Angeles a week and I have already been called for an audition, and even better, I did not submit for this, they found me.  I love it when that happens.  A few weeks back my friend M told me about this website: www.realitywanted.com

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  • Almost Raped in Los Angeles

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    When I first moved to Los Angeles back in 2003 I was very young, trusting and naive.   I would check Craigslist day in and day out for audition notices (this is before I knew about Actors Access, LA Casting, Now Casting, etc) even though my school the American Academy of Dramatic Arts advised against students auditioning while in school. 

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  • Must I Carry Mace Everywhere?

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    It is sad to say that I have to live somewhere where I feel as if I need to carry mace everywhere I go. I understand when I park on the next street over (which all together happens to be about a half of a mile from my apartment) late at night, but even when I go jogging on an open trail, or walking to the grocery store in plain daylight?

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  • Mom Has Left the Building

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    After a full week of hanging with my mom, she has finally left my tiny little NoHo studio. I’m bummed. I do not get much time with my mom these days. I have not lived with her since I was 13 and since then I have spent time with her, but not for super long periods of time, at least not when either of us really had to work.

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  • Hollywood Has Been Hit!

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    I came to Hollywood after friend, after friend, after friend told me that the industry here was slow, but I did not believe that because everyday I would get sent casting breakdowns from Actors Access.  Although Actors Access has mainly non-union work and local filmmaker work, I thought by submitting myself to that (although I am sure many actors are) that I would be able to go out on auditions with that alone.  So far, although way too early to tell and it has only been three days of submission, I have not heard anything back.  This in no way shape or form means I am giving

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  • My LA Stalker

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    When I previously lived in Hollywood from 2003-2006 I had a real life stalker and I wasn’t even as close to being famous as I am now (which is still far, far away). He was the skinniest Samoan you have ever seen (drugs will do that to you). He was about 6’4 and 180 pounds. He had the sexiest hair ever – long black hair, bottom half of his head shaved, top half of his hair pulled back into a pony tail, while two long bangs stuck up in a V in the front of his head (I hope you can tell that I am being sarcastic here).

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  • I Forgot How Much I Missed LA Traffic

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    Today was another fun day of musical car/street cleaning day. Luckily for me (not) there were no spots left on the Thursday side of the street, so I had to drive around for an hour and a half, running errands that I guess needed to be ran, and what better day and time than street cleaning, Friday at 8am. I head to Target to return a few items and pick up a few more, then off to the Goodwill to drop off a few unwanted items (that oddly my mom did not want either).

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  • My First Drive Back Out to San Diego with the Mom

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    My mom and I are driving to San Diego for the day after, of course, waking up late (due to last nights shenanigans) and trying to get some work done. We pack up my car around 2pm with all the random stuff that I no longer want, that my mom is taking to her storage unit (little Ms. Packrat as I like to call her). She has three storage units, plus everything she has packed at my grandparents place in Long Beach and at my brother’s house in Eastern Washington. I love her to death and she’s an amazing woman, but boy does she have stuff (and you can’t call it junk, or she’ll get mad).

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  • Every Night is a Late Night

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    My schedule back in Seattle was a simple one, get up at 6am, shower, etc., head to work around 7:30am, be at work by 8am, nanny till 4pm, hit the gym/run (if I wasn’t too busy, the last few months I was super busy and stressed I rarely hit the gym), chat with my dad for a bit, then head to bed by 11pm. Here my schedule is completely off, but not on purpose, it just so happens that everyone in LA does EVERYTHING at 11pm or midnight…

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  • Moving In - My Cute NoHo Studio

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    I find my keys exactly where my landlord told me they would be and my mom and I head up to my new apartment to check it out (I’m exhausted, but the excitement is running through me like a child waiting to open presents on Christmas morning). As I open the door and look in, I’m shocked and slightly disappointed. Its much smaller than the pictures made it seem to be (must have been the huge mirrors and angles).

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  • Moving Back to the Sunshine State

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    What a long weekend! I left my little Luke (the boy I nanny for the last two years) and his darling family in Seattle at around 12:30 on Friday. I picked up my mom in Long Beach, Washington and we headed out to Californ-i-a. As we were passing through Oregon it was warm and beautiful outside and I was nothing short of excited to finally be moving back to LA, not to mention a huge weight had been lifted for getting everything squared away (thanks to my mom for checking out and finding me my apartment).

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  • My First Tattoo!

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    It’s Saturday, I have a wedding to go to in a few hours, and I have a one o’clock appointment to get my tattoo (my first ever tattoo, and um… I’m afraid of needles, is that a problem?!). I chose to get my tattoo done by Justin, from Ink Bomb Tattoos on Aurora in Seattle. He kindly let the film Action! (which I starred in, check it out at: http://stiff.bside.com/2009/films/filmchallenge_stiff2009) be shot in his studio.

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  • I Will Miss You, My Amazing Seattle Friends

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    I have the best of friends! My friend Jenny threw me a going away party at Bahama Breeze last Thursday in Tukwila. About thirty people showed up all at different times just to wish me luck in LA. I was competing with the opening night of SIFF (Seattle Independent Film Festival), so I was surprised that so many people had shown up. One friend actually thought my going away party would be more interesting than SIFF, how sweet, considering we are all in the entertainment industry.

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  • Glad to Have Met, Sad to Leave – Day 5 in Arkansas

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    We wake up at 6am to shower and pack and are out of the hotel by 9am for our flight that leaves at 1pmˡ. I was hoping we could see McKinley one last time, but no. Once we arrive at Little Rock Airport, we return our rental car and find out that yes, we could have put the rental car on hold with my dad’s debit card, versus my brother’s visa card (STUPID lady – we were telling you that all along!).

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  • Tourists, Day 4 in Arkansas

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    We have one full day left in Arkansas and my brother and I have seen about everything that there is to be seen in Bradford and the surrounding cities, so I convince my dad that we need to venture outside our thirty mile radius that we’ve stayed in (minus the trip to Tennessee) the last few days.

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  • The Controversy Over Gay Marriage Rights

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    I was pretty disappointed in California on May 26th for not passing gay marriage rights. I mean, we live in the 21st century, and it’s freakin’ CALIFORNIA, and they don’t pass this law? I had posted my thoughts on my Facebook about this event, and I cannot believe how many responses I got! 48 to be exact – on my Facebook status, crazy!

    Here goes:

    MP: I agree with you, who cares.
    DH: you gonna pay the social security benfits as well?

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